So, the girl that I have been shopping around for a new apartment with just called and said that she decided against looking in to a new place because she isn't ready to sign a year lease. Which, coincidentally is ok because I am glad to know now instead of later. The only thing is, yesterday I found a place that I really like and I can't afford it on my own. There is a new prospect of a roomie couple, but now I can't decide if I just want to wait and save up more to get my own place or if I want to go in with someone. I suppose that in the situation that I am in, where I really want to discover myself as a single, happy and confident person, it would be best to look for a place of my own. But.. It would be a bit cheaper for a nicer place to share with other people. Since I also want to travel a lot, saving money is great. In March, I will be going to an island in Nicaragua, so I need to make sure I can still save up for that.

It's just such a confusing time for me and for the first time, I have to figure this kind of crap out on my own and I don't have to think about anyone else. It's wierd and foreign to me and I can't decide if I am ready to welcome it or not. Time will tell I guess.